Random Ramblings

I've been working alone on this project for awhile now, and I've actually learned a great deal during its development. I'm not referring to the construction of this mod, but rather to the response that it receives.

I've determined through various forums, email, and website analysis, that the number of individuals that are actually interested in this project is really very small. The number of people that provide any opinions or input, is even smaller. And then there are those who feel that working on such an old engine is simply a waste of time and effort.

The support and encouragement that I've received has always given me the incentive to carry on with this project, and I've always appreciated any opinions that are offered. However the majority of people that visit this site do seem to prefer to remain silent, and to me that silence has always felt like some kind of disapproval or indifference.

I do wonder at times whether all of this is even worth the considerable time and effort I'm putting into it. If the actual number of interested people is really as small as I believe it is, then I do have to question the value of this project. If a Blood 3 game were announced tomorrow would all interest in this project disappear completely?

Even though I've always been determined to see this project through to completion, lately that determination seems to be fading. Maybe I'm just tired, and one of the drawbacks to working on your own is that there's no one to pick up the slack when fatigue sets in. Unfortunately everything then comes to a grinding stop.

But perhaps things will pick up again in time, once I take a break from all of this.

After all there's still zombies in need of brains....