(last edited on August 7, 2009)I've come to a realization today. Perhaps it could be called an epiphany. But first, allow me to briefly recap a few facts.
It
hasn't been easy trying to build an entire game consisting of over 40
levels, new models, and artwork, using old outdated technology. As if
the difficulty in doing all of this wasn't enough, I've also been forced
to publicly battle those who would attempt to damage my work and
reputation. I've seen my work copied and imitated, and attempts to cause
destruction to this project have been made by those that don't like any
true facts being revealed. It doesn't matter that these facts are all
supported with evidence that can be easily found on the internet.
Let
me just make this perfectly clear. I honestly don't care how many
resources are taken from other games by untalented parasites. That has
in fact never really been a major issue with me. However, imitating and
copying from a project that is still in development and has been in
development for over 2 years is a legitimate problem that has actually
occurred. Another rather serious issue is the attempt to financially
profit from copyrighted resources of company owned games, or through the
imitation of work that has been ongoing for some time. When history,
and recent evidence confirms these allegations, then there is no
legitimate reason for that truth not to be revealed. It is not slander,
malicious, or dishonest in speaking the truth.
However in
speaking the truth and providing evidence, I was forced to publicly
engage in a ridiculous battle to defend the work that I have been doing
for over 2 years. I was then mocked, ridiculed, and insulted
continuously by these individuals simply for providing honest facts.
As
a result of all of this, I attempted to stop all of the nonsense by
ending all further updates of this project on the internet. I thought
this would prevent any further imitation and destruction of my work and
reputation. However as a test of sorts to determine whether any further
efforts of mine might still be duplicated, I did post a few new images
on this site last month. It was no great surprise then that I would
later find on some other site, a mirror image of 2 trees and a stone
fence at a 90 degree angle, with some green grass, under a night sky.
There's even grass sprites at the base of the tree. Those seem to be an
awful lot of coincidences, don't you think? Now, what are the odds that
this image isn't based on my work? Well, considering that everything I
do "inspires" this fool, and the fact that he still visits this website
constantly, that seems rather unlikely. I was curious over exactly which
of the new images of mine would be copied, and I suppose this
individual had no time or talent, to imitate and build the actual
church...

Quote from: Corbin
(aka: Clari87, Corbachu, Anonymous, etc etc...)
"I'm going to try and recreate that shot in Hypertension..
I swear kurt is the biggest single reason I continue to work on my game."
Although
I've no longer posted any facts or personal opinions on the internet
for quite some time lately, I am also still being insulted for no
apparent reason. I think the Blood community should be made aware of
this reward that I continue to receive for all of my hard work that I've
done over the past 2 years, because this is the cause of my epiphany.
Quote from: zZaRDoZz
"I'd
like to give a special thanks to that overbearing, vile and pathetic,
Kurt-
"I-can't-get-it-up-in-the-morning-without-some-massive-character-assasination-before-breakfast-"
Fuhr. No one manipulates, schemes, libels, feigns injury, hates, spews
venom and purification quite like you. I hope you're able to keep that
boiling hatred of yours up and percolating as it seems to be the only
thing you have left as far as motivation is concerned."
Due
to the never ending ridiculous behavior and actions of these selfish,
immature, and destructive individuals, I have reached my epiphany. I've
come to realize that life is too short for any of this nonsense. I have
tried to remain silent recently and I don't believe that I deserve any
of this never ending bull shit, for working my ass off, and trying to do
something good for the Blood community for over 2 years. I definitely
haven't been working my ass off so that assholes like this can imitate
my work, and then continuously insult me. People like this don't deserve
the effort that I've put into this project, and it seems that hard work
and honesty are pointless anyways when it's simply easier to lie and
steal, and cause some destruction and damages to profit financially.
I
still receive insults and mockery from this group of individuals even
though I've no longer even been posting on the internet lately. It just
demonstrates how truly sad and pathetic they are, and they would
apparently like nothing better then to see this project end. They
imitate my work and ideas, and try to profit financially on copyrighted
material, and then attempt to do further damage when I reveal these
facts publicly. I've basically been forced off of the internet because
of these asses. They are relentless in their attempts to damage my work
and reputation, and for the most part, people generally remain apathetic
to the truth and the facts. Theft, lies, and bad behavior are
apparently unimportant to most of the Blood community, and that is truly
unfortunate.
Things could have been different...
Quote from: Corbin
"Also,
the latest screenshot I uploaded was partly inspired by that sewer
video you uploaded, I really liked it. It added a lot of ambiance that
wasn't there in Blood 2, so I took the idea and made a big section of a
level in the same vein."
Quote from: Corbin
"I'm
now going to do everything I can to belittle you. I'm going to humilate
the fuck out of you. You've given me no choice. And I hope you get sick
and throw up, and then choke on your throwup."